Thursday, Sept. 19, 2002 - 12:52 p.m.

Being female sucks –but ONLY when those “times” of the month kick in.

No well, if you come to think of it, there are a lot more disadvantages. Especially being a female DESI! You have to be indoors at all times. Can’t go anywhere alone even if you have a vsalid drivers license. Have to act all nice in dawats, all ladylike, can’t be seen messing around like a guy would. Instead, sit all prim and proper. Don’t laugh to loud, what will the neighbors think? (provided: neighbors = desi) learn to cook and clean at the age of 5. what will happen when you get married? Homeskool public skool = bad influence. No college (most of the time), what if professors a molester? If college no dorm, u never know what’ll happen there. In other words, u can’t be trusted. If allowed to go out alone, which is QUITE rare, be indoors before the slightest evidence of darkness. What if a murderers out there? Can’t earn money. You’ll get no rishta’s, bad impression of family finances. Always smile. The frown doesn’t good look on you, desi aunties won’t choose u for their son. Fake smile, if needed. Don’t talk too much, rich people won’t come inquiring about u.

At last, be the perfect desi daughter with ur lowered gaze = we need to get rid of u as soon as possible and save up for ur future sis in law.

Pshhh, I find all this quite bizarre. Not to mention annoying. Oh lord, I despise all this. Who the hell gives a CRAP? I’m glad I don’t. but my mom does. Well not to the extent I listed above, but pretty much. I’m really mad rite now cuz of all that.

Anyways, I also don’t like people who always want things there way. Take a party, *cough* for example, this one guest wants everything her/his way. Helloooooooooooooooooo? Ur a guest, and u shall remain a guest, whether or not ur best friends with the host. Plus it’s a bad desi impression anyways…like totally dude. (LOL, watch out AALAN)

But umm, I don’t wanna wear desi clothes. *sigh* I don’t like takin pics in them either. Yuck. And I don’t think I’ll get married in a tubetop either, so in YO FACE TARA RASHEED!!!! Miss-fake-name-all-the-way.

I’m gonna call u today and whine about it. *evil*

I find this statement “may your flowers wilt and ur brain shrivel” In ur diary quite amusing btw. Unless, ofcourse, it is directed towards me, then no chance. Hey, I always call u stupid for fun, right? That doesn’t count right? Right. Good.

Afshan dear finally had the decency to upgrade her diary after all. Finally, I was starting to think she was ditching my gift indirectly, but I figured, she’d need it..someday. (tho her first entry got erased all by itself and pissed her off..LOL! what a nice lesson =P) btw, that long list of coded names and the getting married part. WHO ARE THOSE PPL? I only know 5 or so that’re engaged or getting married, I think.

The med students that got almost arrested about a week ago had lost their internships. Apparently, my not being in touch with the world news, (or should I say state news, cuz they’re ga residents) well whatever, but yeah, my not being in touch with the news was/is a bad thing after all, cuz thanks to afshans forwarded email, and ISLAMICA I learned they lost their internships, which is pretty retarded considering America is a brave nation and all. Or so they’d like to think so. And especially the students they stalked, or followed, they looked so sharif, esp the one with the beard, awww man, he looked freaked out. I felt for him =(.

So finally, the good news is, thanks to the hundreds of muslims that protested, wrote letters, called, and objected, they got their internships back. Yay! I’m so happy for them masha’allah. =)

go muzlim pryde. Awww yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Screw female desi pryde.