Saturday, Sept. 14, 2002 - 12:36 p.m.

Discriminate: verb

rel note, perceive, remark; collate, compare, contrast

ant confound

(Merriam Webster’s Reference Libarary)

One of my mom’s coworker (I’ll call her Jill) is a maniac depressive. She married a muslim dude that gave her hell of a time, two daughters, then left her for another woman. So she talks about him to my mom all the time, how he ruined her life and all. And I guess she knows my moms muslim too, so she rubs it in more. Anyways, 3 days ago on the 1 year anniversary of sept 11, she said to my mom, in fronta all the other co workers. “today’s sept, 11. can I kill you?”

My mom was horrified tho she didn’t say nothing. All the other co workers stared at jill like mad. I guess she did realize her mistake later on, cuz she was being all nice to my mom. Anyways, my mom didn’t really give a crap and so she jus forgot about it.

Then my uncle (his name starts with a mohammad, doesn’t about every muslim dudes name?) yeah, so his coworker goes to him “mohammad, u carrying a bomb?” my uncle said he didn’t care much cuz the dude who said that was good friends with him. I mean, not good friends, jus like they all joke around sometimes.

Anyhow my uncle didn’t care either. Weird pplz. I woulda gotten so mad. I’m still mad. Im supposed to be an American (born American) and I have all the same rights as them folks who said that.

I guess its jus how the world is. No, I don’t guess. I know.

Anyways, America online is sooo going thru a major nervous breakdown. Theyre loosing customers day in and day out. Omg have u ever tried to call ‘em up to inform them that u wanna cancel the service? I have. First they put u on hold for 10 minutes. This operated voice goes “all of our representatives are busy..blah blah blah. Plz hold. Ur estimated hold time is “13 minutes, XX seconds.”

So mme and my dad cancelled the stupid service a loooong time ago. But guess what? They never understood the word “CANCEL”. So they kept charging us for each month on my dads credit card. So now we’re disputing with’em. Lol. It’s a helluva job.

My homeskoolin stil aint goin’ all that well. Im soo lazy. I have to do 4 subjects and im on page 1 of two of them. Im sooo gonna fail..not..i hope not. :(

Yesterday, this girl from paki called. She USED to be my friend, until I lost all contact with her. But shes still after me. So many ppl are. I don’t mean to show off or anything, but I have 142 pplz on mymsn buddy list more than half of them are ppl in paki that wanna be my friend. I REPEAT I AINT SHOWING OFF! I d ont even go on msn anymore but the times I do, I get a billion IM’s all of ‘em tryina show off their amreekan slang. Or so they’d like to call it.

So this girl calls right? And goes, u never answer my emails no m ore yada yada yada. and then, im like I don’t have time to keep in touch with freakin so many ppl. No actually I didn’t say that. But it’s the thought that counts, rite?

And latrer I got so pissed off cuz she was makin me out to be the “proud” girl blah blah blah. I am so not answerin any calls from paki anymore. I told everyone in the household to make excuses for me, should I get any annoyin calls.

Hmm, Islamica has been so much fun lately. I’ve been matchmaking and the ppl are outraged cuz either theyre not with the person they like, or they cant take jokes. Well I would understand the joke part, I couldn’t take ;em either *ahem*

I took off my diary link from my signature over there and that’s why I don’t get that many visitors anymore.

I’m not making any excuses!!!!

Sun and afshan are havin aparty ALL THE WAY IN OCTober. I think I mentioned that. But omg, yesterday they emailed me sayin they want me to bring my cousin with me!!!!! I freaked immediately. No freakin way shes coming! I don’ty wanna say anything bad about her, but I jus hate show offs.

Speaking of cousins, reminds me of the potluck we’re supposed to go to at my auntys house today even tho the guest of honor aint gonna be there. Theyre havin it anyway. Sooo I gotta jet. Later pplz.

Wish me luck! :blackeye:

-=Sal=-