Saturday, Nov. 30, 2002 - 7:22 a.m.

i just posted a huge rant in my personal diary after ages of procrastination. it felt good to sort out my thoughts but i feel..weird..because i feel i leftout a lot of stuff.

oh well.

so ive been buying way too many calling cards formy mom so she can her herr mom in FOBistan, to the extent where i've memorized one credit card number.

i dont know why i mentioned that, some nutcase could kidnap me and make me blurt it, but i just did.

i talked to my nani last night and she told me everybody loved my gifts. i dont know if she was tryina make me feell good or what, so whatever. im still appreciative of her to evenmake an effort to make me feel good. am i making sense? no. i cant word out my thoughts properly.

its all about lowin yo famileee

right. i dont even WANT to go into detail about THAT crap.

i went to the masjid yesterday with my oh so wonderful cousin. she came along cuz she wanted to chat with the grrrrrrls. pssssssh.

not many people showed up because they dont normally do iftar on fridays. yesterday was the last jummah so they hadiftar but i guess no one knew about it.

actually it was only about 20 people, compared to the usual 150, 200 weekend crowd.

so we came home at 7, before taraweeh.

it was a big night. i hope everybody prayed for me.

i cant use the smileys all the time cuz i keep forgettin the dutch categories. and its annoying.

i'mma change the color of the drop down menu in a bit insha'Allah.

sun's gettingmarried jan 03. not sure if my clothes arae gonna be here but they betterr.

btw, aesha told me to tell u that she came on yesterday waited for u and left.

ur one helluva friend gyal :P

the pills im taking are supposed to mess up my esphegus (i-know-i-cant-spell) if i sleep within an hour of takin them. jeez man. the doctor never warned me. i read it all on theinternet.

i thought my doctor was cool but it turns out she didnt ask me a lot of stuff before prescribing these meds. and if ihad a problem or somethin, i could die if i took those pills

weird.

went wizzaaaaaaack on haramica yesterday. twas fun.i cant believe how cool and good i feel whenim mean to ppl. theres almost this sense of satisfaction. astagfirullah god, im so eWil. tsk tsk

's all about lowe yaar!

anyways, i cant think of nuthing else rite now.

ciao

ps: shout out to myfriend rahila who never forgets to tellme i'm pretty even when i look like hell