Saturday, Nov. 02, 2002 - 7:47 p.m.

Ok so who ever ever had the disgrace of having my brother as a sibling would’ve moved outta the house before their 15th birthday. I swear. This kid is hyper as hell. I get blamed for every single one of his stupid pranks and mischief’s. he has to check and touch everything in my room, like he’s the CIA inspector or something. I bet them peoples ain’t that nosy either.

And he wants to eat everything I’m eating WHEN I’m eating WHERE I’m eating.

God, I’m pissed.

Anyway, a few days ago he got this pledge form from school. The PTA had made copies for the whole elementary school, and they had to sign something like “I won’t go near a gun, I’ll have to keep in mind any gun I see might be loaded, and it’s important to keep myself safe”

Crap like that. jeez. Ok I admit, my brothers hyper alright? But he aint gonna gun nobody down. He’s a friggin 2nd grader for gods sake.

Sun said the kindergartners would hafta put thumb prints, cuz they wouldn’t be able to sign them forms cuz they cant write.

Ticked me off, that whole thing. Paranoia! God darn it! Its not like snipers are gonna start rising from everywhere. I mean, god forbid.

I got two cake mixes lying around in the pantry. Every morning I decide I’ll bake some good stuff, but umm..the DAY JUST RUNS BY LIKE A CHEETAH!

I have a stupid headache and a blocked throat. Pissing me off bad.

And afshan’s right, pain relievers don’t work. They’re just…illusions. Pshh.

We turned on the heater yesterday for the first time since the bloody cold spells started. Didn’t need it before. Turned it on cuz of my room. Its freezing cold in there 24/7. its so freaky cuz I dunno how the hell it remains so cold all the time.

Guess its jus like me, eh? It IS my room AFTER all.

I have two huge windows…..if that makes any sense…….

Anyways I’m suddenly in a not so good mood.