Friday, Nov. 01, 2002 - 4:28 p.m.

so they weren't on my side from the start. i was wrong all along. i don't understand tho. i guess, people have to be in your shoes to understand fully what your going through. oh well. tho i admit, it would feel good if i had some support from people..

i guess i have Allah i can ask him for anything i want, and he'll listen, and give me support even if he thinks what i want is not good for me.

Insha'Allah Khair.

I'm just not in a good mood today. I've been sick and bitchy, tried not to show it, but failed quite a gazillion times. quite expected, that is tho.

not many people like my new template, but i needed a change. besides, if i were to keep the old one i'd have to edit a few things in the template cuz Kiki the designer changed servers.

i think i'll stick to this template for a while.

i woke up with a friggin cold. ear ache, blocked throat, and a huge headache, i did shower tho, didnt dry my hair properly, but did take 2 pain relievers tho afshan claims they dont work.

it did, well for a bit anyway. now its all back. i feel really bitchy and annoyed. i have a fever too.

dont get me wrong, i love the cold weather, i just dont like colds, as in, colds, where u get SICK.

and my stitches hurt too. they make my whole neck and left arm weirdified.

stupid stupid stupid.

so like, Afshans got her SAT exam tomorrow, so Good Luck Insha'Allah and you'll do well, don't worry. they're easy. i heard they are anyway.

btw tara i hate your bro for being a mr smarty pants.

oh yeah, and yesterday was Halloween. weird, didnt get even one knock. ah well, i guess notices on the door really do work.

i wanna goto a halloween party really bad. i mean its a biddat or whatever and all that but i wanna go. =(

so someone invite me plz, with the whole freaky skary invitation thing k?